Sunday, June 26, 2016

Last night we did rockets with Daddy, Mommy and Grandpa.  Thank you Grandpa Pat for buying them! It was fun - video to come.





Off to church this morning:



Praying a rosary??


In the tomato garden with Grandma



The boys pulling out the starter from the pickup.  We need to have it running in tip top shape for the 4th of July, as fireworks cause fires.  That water tank on the back will be very important.




Ahh...the 4-wheeler.  I think Isaac would live on this if he could.



Ben super dirty and ranchy...


Isaac taking a bath in the sink after helping with dishes:



Our evening expedition:





Isaac found some bones!




A very good day :)

Saturday, June 25, 2016

Dry, Dry, Dry

So this is a "dry year" in Rapid.  There is very little alfalfa to cut, and many of the fields will just just be used for grazing land. We have done one cutting that yielded far fewer bales than previous years - last year was very wet with three cuttings!  Below are some shots of a stock dam bed on the property:



As you can see, it is very dry.  


This morning we fed the cats with Grandpa Bob.  Every morning the barn cats (of which I would estimate there are around 30) circle the house in anticipation of Bob and his bucket.





Some more photos:

Eli with the fly swatter

Isaac watering Grandma's flowers

Isaac's truck garden


Making friends at the park



Isaac quickly learned the new phrase "my turn!"


Friday, June 24, 2016

Summer 2016

Hi folks,

Christine here.  I'm going to do my best to keep a log of our activities on the ranch this summer.

Today is our first day on the ranch.  We got in last night around 5pm Mountain Time, and right away Isaac got a tractor ride with Grandpa.  Today it's supposed to get up to 100 degrees, so we're trying to stay cool.  It's amazing weather - really dry.  Peggy refers to it like a desert, with temps dipping down sometimes in to the 40's at night.

We ran some errands in town today and then had time for some play:

Riding on the bobcat:



video:



In the barn:


Looking for cats in the old shop:



that's the morning so far!

Monday, June 29, 2015

Inside Out's Geography of the Human Mind

Parents, children, and quite literally anyone with a mind has reason to take interest in Pixar's new film Inside Out. Set on the objectified stage of a girl's mind as she goes through a tumultuous period of her life, Inside Out has much to offer for those who have pondered the inner workings of the young adult—and more broadly, human—mind. As Riley, our central character, moves with her family from Minnesota to California, we are introduced to the difficulties of this physical geographic change by means of a more abstract and psychological geography. The audience quickly encounters the “cast” of Riley's emotions: Fear, Anger, Disgust, Sadness, and Joy. These characters live in the command center of Riley's mind, but as we progress through the film, we learn of a broader, sprawling internal geography that includes such destinations as Long Term Memory, Imagination, Abstract Thought, the Subconscious, various Islands of Personality, and the pivotal Abyss of the Forgotten. On this basis, the film weaves a touching story of change and growth that offers unique learning and teaching tools to parents and children alike.

The film has been lauded for the careful way in which it portrays the human mind. Pixar's creative team included trained psychologists who helped guide the film’s portrayal of the mind, and the film is surprisingly well-served by this technical support team. From the outset, the audience is given the sense that there is great depth to Pixar's psychology when we are introduced to the room containing Riley's “manuals,” a sizable room housing volume after volume of detailed explanations of how Riley's mind works—though no one had taken the time to read them before the action of the film.

This “map” provided by the psychological experts drives the central drama and action of the story as Joy and Sadness get lost and try to navigate through parts of Riley's mind that they had never visited before. Most essentially, the command center of Riley's mind is separated from the other major components by a vast chasm that entombs everything Riley has ever forgotten. Also importantly, the islands representing the major components of Riley's personality are powered by “core memories” housed in the command center; the islands themselves are perched precariously over the abyss of forgetfulness. Some geographic features play to English turns of phrase (the “Train of Thought,” for instance) and a number of these embodied metaphors also play significant parts in the storyline. In fact, many of these geographic details are absolutely essential to the progression of the film's plot; there would be no movie if, for example, Riley's mind were portrayed as a vast, uniform plain with various well-marked buildings.

Of course, we are dealing with a children's movie here, so any emphasis on the playful components of the film must come with a variety of caveats. Certainly the minor details of this geography are not meant to be taken perfectly seriously. Certainly this geography is somewhat subject to the vagaries of the English language. Certainly some features (such as Abstract Thought) ultimately play merely tangential or humorous roles in the storyline. But despite all these caveats, the audience is well-served to think deeply about the way in which Pixar has portrayed the human mind. Though it is a children's movie, it is a Disney children's movie that will affect the way that countless youth think about their own internal or mental life.

It is especially enlightening to compare Pixar's portrayal with some general observations from the Christian moral tradition. Despite being billed as an original script, much about Pixar's portrayal of the human mind is in continuity with long strands of Christian thought about the human mind. Most basically, the idea that the human mind has various “faculties” that perform distinct and essential tasks is a deeply Christian one, borrowed in turn from Greek reflection on the human mind. Equally significant is the idea that these faculties are linked in particular and unalterable ways: it is Riley's personality traits and not her imagination that stands over the abyss; it is Riley's long-term memory and not her subconscious that meanderingly connects her personality traits to one another; and it is Riley's emotions that are distinct, alert, conscious agents, and not her core memories. Each of the details in Pixar's portrayal says something about the kind of mental agents human beings are. This “mapping” of the mind's geography is a path long-travelled by a plethora of Christian portrayals of the moral life.

It is not difficult to glean some of the ideas that the movie means to teach by means of its distinctive mental geography—most of which are not at all controversial. Sleep helps to categorize memories into long-term “storage.” Neglected memories are forgotten. Personality is shaped by fundamental, long-remembered experiences. Other ideas are even consonant with Christian conceptions of the mental world, perhaps especially the idea that there is a central “command center” from which the various functions of the mind are coordinated. Further, by portraying the mind as a geographic place, the audience is imbued with the idea that there is a fundamental stability to human nature—a nature that we cannot change at our own whim and thereby guarantees that we are all in this together; that we all share certain essential qualities and features; that we are all equal. This idea, too, is very important to a Christian understanding of salvation. Again, each emotion (even those sometimes referred to as “negative” emotions) has an essential role to play in human flourishing in Pixar’s vision of the mind—and this idea, too, is deeply Christian. And in its own way, the central conceit of the film—the personification of the emotions—also has deep roots in Christian reflection on the mind. All of these ideas can take their place unproblematically in a properly Christian pedagogy of the human mind.

As one continues to explore this mental world, however, one might also ask certain prodding questions—questions that may indicate ways in which a Christian geography would differ from that of Disney's creative team—or at least require further clarification. Where, for instance, is the Island of Intellect? Where is Director Will? Intellect and will are faculties that play an essential part in Christian psychology, yet find no clear place in Pixar's geography or cast.

Most importantly, though, it the pivotal question of emotionality: what is the fundamental relationship of Riley with her emotions? Throughout the film, Anger, Fear, Disgust, Sadness, and Joy are shown at the control board of Riley's mind, taking turns, fighting for control, and occasionally working with each other. Is human action really as simple as that, though? Is there nothing between Riley's emotions and her external actions? Is the human agent nothing more than conflicting desires, vying for control of external acts? Pixar's promotional material doesn't clearly answer this question, though it does suggest it: “Like all of us,” Pixar informs, “Riley is guided by her emotions.” What is the nature of that guidance?

Perhaps the most dramatic moment of the movie—when Riley decides to run away from home—also suggests but does not answer this question of the relationship of Riley to her emotions. Anger inserts the “run away bulb” into the control board of Riley's mind, but Anger's suggestion of this action is not sufficient for carrying it out. A few moments after the insertion, the bulb rotates into place and illuminates; Anger exclaims, “She took it!” What happened there? If we are supposed to be seeing the internal workings of Riley's mind, something very important is missing here. Some hidden force—choice—acted without any visible place in the plot. Hence, something ineffable hides behind Riley's emotions: an ability to discern their meaning and even (potentially) to reject their suggestion. This “real” Riley stands at this pivotal moment above and beyond her emotions, yet does not get a place on the cast or a landmark in her geography.

In a Christian geography of the mind, much more attention must be paid to the conversation between choice and emotion, as that relationship is essential to any properly moral act. In the film, this conversation passes by without comment in a split second, but nothing about Inside Out's portrayal of the human mind is more suggestive, significant, or elusive. The movie's emotional cast suggests that desire is definitive in the matter of human action and, in a sense, that can be true. But that key moment of the film—when Anger exclaims “She took it!”—may show that there is a significant omission from the cast. Who took it? If we're already supposed to be looking at Riley's mind, what “she” is left to “take” the suggestion?

If Inside Out is to function as a pedagogical tool for parents and children in learning how to cope with and integrate their emotions into a healthy and well-balanced mental life, the viewer is well-advised to keep asking: Where is Riley? And if, in the end, she is the “ghost in the machine” who elusively functions beyond and above her emotions and who remains incapable of portrayal, how much have we actually learned about human emotional development? Despite these unanswered questions, Inside Out remains a touching story that in many ways contains the underpinnings of a deeply Christian understanding of the human subject.